Measurements

as of May 25, 2015
weight: 175#
waist: 35.5"
hips: 44.5"
thigh: 27"

It's time I start blogging for real again. and writing out affirmations and working out my mental game! that has been so lacking!
My boyfriend and I were talking and came to this conclusion, "it's too easy to get wrapped up in the crisis of the day and lose touch with the big picture."
I have felt this way since I came back from traveling to Washington. Work started to overwhelm me those first few weeks back from that trip. I got burnt out real quick. Even though I'm not working as much as I did those few weeks, I do get drug down on occasion when work is slow, which is depressing for me when i feel I'm not making enough money to support myself, let alone help with the kids.  and then I get so tired when I do work more hours. ugh! It's like I've been in a kind of survivor mode in that regards which translates into my physical well being. The constant up and down with having the kids for such a short time I do feel like I miss out on a lot of my kids life. that alone, for me, is depressing. such an emotional roller coaster! ugh. The sad drawbacks of divorce with kids still at home.

keys... more drive and focus to retake your former self....focus forward...
ok..here's an affirmation we can repeat, based on what we've been sharing.

'With Drive and Focus I am retaking my former self. I Focus Forward knowing each day I am taking myself closer to my goal of having a fit body.'

'When I focus forward and have more drive I reclaim my former fit self'

When we talk about what we do want, it will be drawn closer to us. we will have it.