Mother's Day

Some days I feel the need and longing to come here and write. To come here and share my hearts words. But as soon as I get here to write the words flee me. There was a time when I could come here and the words would just flow from my heart and mind.
My weight loss journey was documented here. and I would open up my heart to those who would find their way here. Writing in the past has been a way for me to express my heart in words. I found a way of discovering my inner being and growing through the process of writing my heart.
Life is full of its challenges and struggles. I've come to know and learn that challenges and struggles will always be there. We will never be free of them. Life will never be easy. Accept it! And ask myself What is the lesson in this? How can I be a better person because of it?
It was Mother's Day today(May 10, 2015). The past few weeks I've really come to realize how much I love my kids. As a mom you know you love your kids. But when scary things happen and you don't know what or how it will turn out you realize how much love you have for your kids. Yesterday and a couple of weeks ago two separate things happened that opened my heart to the love I have for my kids. The fear of not knowing where your kids are or if they are ok makes a momma's heart race and fear the worst. The thought of something happening to one of my babies can be heart wrenching. My daughter will be graduating high school in about 2 weeks and my heart is not ready. Will it ever be?